Now for my second journal (the first journal was a load of crap)…so I just love drawing..but when I draw, I scare myself because then I’ll get caught up in it.i’d do nothing but.i’d even sleep a lot later than I usually do just to get it done even though I know it wont be done until a few days later.haha..
i’d even skip a meal or have it at later time just so I can keep on drawing.and that scares me because I get hungry really easily.and when a drawing is done, I wont be satisfied with it ever!everytime I look at it, there’s always something I’d wanna get my hands on.always!i will never be 100% satisfied with my drawings.

and my mediums…my only mediums are a mechanical pencil and an eraser (a new one preferably).eversince I started drawing potraits, I’ve been using nothing but a mechanical pencil.i know it’s a bad thing because I cant really get the right lines and shades but I don’t really know how to use different kinds of pencils for different kinds of shadings even though I do have all those kinds of pencils because I wasn’t really taught how to use those pencils because I never actually took a drawing class and never actually had a proper teaching on how to draw human figures (using different mediums).the only ‘teaching’ I get is from my dad’s comments on my drawings.he’s the real artist.i actually got the talent from him.however, he doesn’t comment that much..so I guess I’m my own teacher..